i apologize
Song Bio
I wrote this track during one of the most stressful, yet most fulfilling chapters of my life. At the time, I was living in Nashville, TN as a student at the Contemporary Music Center; a school specifically for those who wish to work in the music industry. While attending the school, I was assigned to write and record at least one demo a week and perform it in front of my peers, instructors, and alumni - one of the most anxiety inducing things I’ve had to do. This was one of those demos. When I wrote the song, I just wrote it as if it were a journal entry. I was stressed out of my mind. I felt like the laziest student there. I often didn’t want to go to bed, but I also didn’t want to get out of bed. At some points I felt like I was going crazy because of the pressure I was putting on myself. This song is simply the musical embodiment of my journal when I’m sick of being stressed about life.